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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Caramba! The shock calmed him down, and he
    @@@@@Caramba! The shock calmed him down, and he remembered that the Cable Network
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    was scheduled to rebroadcast the hearings in full that eveningA happy man, he called the plumber
    and went out and bought a new television set
    So, since that morning, whenever his own furies or the state of the world disturbed him—the
    world he knew—he lowered his head in a kitchen sink and let the cold water pour over his headHe
    had done so this morningThis goddamned, fucked-up morning!
    DeSole! Killed in an accident on a deserted country road in Maryland at 4:30 that morning
    What the hell was Steven DeSole, a man whose driver’s license clearly stated that he was afflicted
    with night blindness, doing on a backcountry road outside Annapolis at 4:30 in the morning? And
    then Charlie Casset, a very angry Casset, calling him at six o’clock, yelling his usually cool head
    off, telling Alex he was going to put the commander of NATO on the goddamned spit and demand
    an explanation for the buried fax connection between the general and the dead chief of clandestine
    reports, who was not a victim of an accident but of murder! Furthermore, one retired field officer
    named Conklin had better damned well come clean with everything he knew about DeSole and
    Brussels and related matters, or all bets were off where said retired field agent and his elusive
    friend Jason Bourne were concernedNoon at the latest! And then, Ivan Jax! The brilliant black
    doctor from Jamaica phoned, telling him he wanted to put Norman Swayne’s body back where he
    had found it because he did not want to be loused up by another Agency fiascoBut it was not
    Agency, cried Conklin to himself, unable to explain to Ivan Jax the real reason he had asked for his
    helpAnd Jax could not simply drive the corpse back to Manassas because the police, on
    federal orders—the orders of one retired field agent using appropriated codes he was not entitled to
    use—had sealed off General Norman Swayne’s estate without explanation
    “What do I do with the body?” Jax had yelled
    “Keep it cold for a while, Cactus would want it that way
    “Cactus? I’ve been with him at the hospital all nightHe’s going to be okay, but he doesn’t
    know what the hell is going on any more than I do!”
    “We in the clandestine services can’t always explain things,” Alex said, wincing as he spoke the
    ridiculous words
    So he had gone into the kitchen and put his head under a spray of cold waterWhat else could go
    wrong? And naturally the telephone rang
    “Dunkin’ Donuts,” said Conklin, the phone to his ear
    “Get me out of here,” said Jason Bourne, not a trace of David Webb in his voice“To Paris!”
    “What happened?”
    “He got away, that’s what happened, and I have to get to Paris under a cover, no immigration,
    no customsHe’s got them all wired and I can’t give him the chance to track meAlex, are you
    listening to me?”
    “DeSole was killed last night, killed in an accident that was no accident at four o’clock in the
    morning
    “I don’t give a damn about Medusa! For me it’s history; we made a wrong turnI want the
    Jackal and I’ve got a place to startI can find him, take him!”
    “Leaving me with Medusa
    “You said you wanted to go higher—you said you’d only give me forty-eight hours until you
    didShove the clock ahe
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:02 am
    @@@@@A high haze had crept over the dome of the
    @@@@@A high haze had crept over
    the dome of the sky, muting the pinpricks of light
    on the waterTo the left were three palm trees
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    silhouetted against the sky, their fronds ruffling
    in the mildest of breezes: the subjects of my
    first tentative post-accident sketchDon't look
    much like Minnesota, dere, Tom Riley had said
    Looking at them made me want to draw again - it
    was like a dry hunger, but not precisely in the
    belly; it made my mind itchAnd, oddly, the stump
    of my amputated arm
    I heaved myself out of the chair on my second try,
    glad the kid wasn't there to see the first
    backward flop and hear my childish ("Cuntlicker!")
    cry of exasperationOnce I was up I stood swaying
    on my crutch for a moment, marveling at just how
    tired I wasUsually "whipped" was just something
    you said, but at that moment it was exactly how I
    felt
    Moving slowly - I had no intention of falling in
    here on my first day - I made my way into the
    master bedroomThe bed was a king, and I wanted
    nothing more than to go to it, sit on it, sweep
    the foolish decorative throw-pillows (one bearing
    the likenessness of two cavorting Cockers and the
    rather startling idea that MAYBE DOGS ARE ONLY
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    PEOPLE AT THEIR BEST) to the floor with my crutch,
    lie down, and sleep for two hours
    But first I went to the bench at the end of the
    bed - still moving carefully, knowing how very
    easy it would be to tangle my feet and fall when I
    was at this level of exhaustion - where the kid
    had stacked two of my three suitcasesThe one I
    wanted was on the bottom, of courseI shoved the
    one on top to the floor without hesitation and
    unzipped the front pocket of the other
    Glassy blue eyes looked out with their expression
    of eternal disapproving surprise: Oouuu, you nasty
    man! I been in here all this time! A fluff of
    lifeless orange-red hair sprang from confinement
    Reba the Anger-Management Doll in her best blue
    dress and black Mary Janes
    I lay on the bed with her crooked between my stump
    and my sideWhen I had made an adequate space for
    myself among the ornamental pillows (it was mostly
    the cavorting Cockers I'd wanted on the floor), I
    laid her beside me
    "I forgot his name," I said"I remembered it the
    whole way out here, then forgot it Reba looked
    up at the ceiling, where the blades of the
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    overhead fan were still and unmovingI'd
    forgotten to turn it onReba didn't care if my
    new part-time hired man was Ike, Mike, or Andy Van
    SlykeIt was all the same to her, she was just
    rags stuffed into a pink body, probably by some
    unhappy child laborer in Cambodia or fucking
    Uruguay
    "What is it?" I asked herTired as I was, I could
    feel the old dismal panic setting
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:03 am
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    Jeb settled himself against the wall beside me
    “Gonna starve yourself, then? Is that the plan?”
    I glared at the stone floor
    If I was being honest with myself, I knew that ladies rolex watches my mourning was overI hadn't
    known the child or the other soul in the cave of horrorsI could not grieve for strangers forever
    “You wanna die, there are easier and faster ways
    As if I wasn't aware ofthat
    “So give me to Doc, then,” I croaked
    Jeb wasn't surprised to hear me chanel fake speakHe nodded to himself, as if this was exactly what he'd
    known would come out of my mouth
    “Did you expect us to just give up, Wanderer?” Jeb's voice was stern and more serious than I
    had ever heard it before“We have a stronger survival instinct than thatOf course we want gucci messenger bag to
    find a way to get our minds backIt could be any one of us somedaySo many people we love
    are already lostIt nearly kills Doc each time he fails–you've seen thatBut this is our reality,
    WandaWe are about to be extinctWe're trying to find
    ways to save ourselves
    For the replica gucci first time, Jeb spoke to me as if I were a soul and not a humanI had a sense that the
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@He retreated a step or two as a wavelet
    @@@@@He retreated a step or two as a wavelet pattered around his ankles, and then bent down to pick up another pebbleHe had been shooting pebbles for almost an hour now, and he was beginning to wearyHis large chest and belly had reddened in the sun, his body hair was slicked with perspiration, and the waist band of his cotton shorts, the only clothing he was wearing, had become quite wetHe grunted, looked at the pebbles in his hand, and selected one which he held between his forefinger and thumbThen he slumped forward like a buffalo, his head almost parallel to the sand, the muzzle of his carbine pointing vertically downward just past his toeHe bent farther forward until his head was not more than a foot from his knees, and then he straightened abruptly, throwing the pebble into the air with his left hand and raising his carbine with his right armFor just an instant he caught the pebble in his rear sight, a tiny speck of dust against the blue of the sky, and then he squeezed the trigger and the pebble spattered
    "Goddam," Dalleson said with satisfaction, wiping the sweat from his eyes with his heavy forearm, licking the dried salt at the corners of his mouthThat pebble made four in a row he had hit
    He selected another one, went into his motion, threw it up, and missed this time"Well, anyway, I been hitting them about three out of five on an average," he told himselfIt was all right; he hadn't lost his eyeHe'd have to write a letter to his rifle club back in Allentown telling them about this
    That skeet shooting was all rightHe'd have to try it when he got backIf he could hit pebbles three out of five with a carbine, they'd have to blind him before he'd miss a clay plate with a shotgunHis ear ached slightly, comfortably, from the noise of firing the carbine
    Conn and Dove were sporting in the water about a hundred yards away and he waved to themAnother wavelet encircled his anklesOr better than writing to the rifle club, he could send them a picture
    Dalleson turned around and looked over the sand at the officers playing bridge"Hey, Leach, where the hell are you?" he bellowed
    A tall slim officer with a lean face and silver-rimmed glasses sat up in the sand"I'm over here, Major, what do you want?"
    "Did you take your camera along?" Leach nodded dubiously"Well, bring it over, will ya?" Dalleson shou
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@ And let that get back to India and all her
    @@@@@ And let that
    get back to India and all her mean old friends, ú Scarlett added
    silentlyAshley accepted her explanation without questionHe began
    to tell her about Joe Colleton's houses
    As if she didn't know all that, right down to the number of nails
    needed for each one"They are quality construction," said Ashley
    "For once, the less fortunate will be treated as well as the rich
    It's something I never thought I'd see in these days of blatant
    opportunismIt seems that all the old values weren't lost after
    all
    I'm honored to have a part in thisYou see, Scarlett, MrColleton
    wants me to supply the lumber She made an astonished face"Why
    Ashley-that's wonderful!" And it wasShe was truly happy that her
    scheme to help Ashley was working so wellBut, Scarlett thought
    after
    she talked privately ú with Colleton, it wasn't supposed to turn into
    some kind of fixationú Ashley intended to spend time at the site
    every day, Joe told herShe'd meant to provide Ashley with some
    income, not a hobby, for heaven's sake! Now she wouldn't be able to
    go
    out there at allExcept on Sundays, when there was no work going
    on
    The weekly trip became almost an obsession for herShe no longer
    thought about Ashley when she saw the clean strong lumber in the
    frame
    and rafters, then the walls and floors, as the house went upShe
    walked through the neat piles of materials and debris with a longing
    heartHow she'd love to be a part of it all, to hear the hammering,
    watch the shavings curl away from the planes, see the daily progressI only have to hold out until summer-the words were her
    litany and her lifeline-then Rhett will comeI can tell him, Rhett's
    the only one I can tell, he's the only one who cares about meHe
    won't make me live like this, outcast and unhappy, once he knows how
    awful everything
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@ “I realize that I look rather shabby,
    @@@@@
    “I realize that I look rather shabby, madam, but I assure you it’s purely an exterior impression
    I’m a doctor and I’ve been in an accident—”
    “Get in, for Christ’s sake!”
    “Thank you so very much No sooner had Mo closed the door than the woman slammed the car
    into gear, gunned the engine to its maximum, and seemingly launched off the rough pavement and
    down the road“You’re obviously in a hurry,” offered Panov
    “So would you be, pal, if you were me, I gotta husband back there who’s puttin’ his truck
    together to come after my ass!”
    “Oh, really?”
    “Stupid fuckin’ jerk! He rolls across the country three weeks outta the month layin’ every broad
    on the highways, then blows his keister when he finds out I had a little fun of my own
    “Oh, I’m terribly sorry
    “You’ll be a hell of a lot sorrier if he catches up with us
    “I beg your pardon?”
    “You really a doctor?”
    “Yes, I am
    “Maybe we can do business
    “I beg your pardon?”
    “Can you handle an abortion?”
    Morris Panov closed his eyes
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    Bourne walked for nearly an hour through the streets of Paris trying to clear his head, ending up at
    the Seine, on the Pont de Solferino, the bridge that led to the Quai des Tuileries and the gardensAs
    he leaned against the railing absently watching the boats lazily plowing the waters below, the
    question kept assaulting him: Why, why, why? What did Marie think she was doing? Flying over to
    Paris! It wasn’t just foolish, it was stupid—yet his wife was neither a fool nor an idiotShe was a
    very bright lady with reserves of control and a quick, analytical mindThat was what made her
    decision so untenable; what could she possibly hope to accomplish? She had to know he was far
    safer working alone rather than worrying about her while tracking the JackalEven if she found
    him, the risk was doubled for both of them, and that she had to understand completelyFigures and
    projections were her professionSo why?
    There was only one conceivable answer, and it infuriated himShe thought he might slip back
    over the edge as he had done in Hong Kong, where she alone had brought him to his senses, to the
    reality that was uniquely his own, a reality of frightening half truths and only partial remembrances,
    episodic moments she lived with every day of their lives togetherGod, how he adored her; he
    loved her so! And the fact that she had made this foolish, stupid, untenable decision only fueled
    that love because it was so—so giving, so outrageously unselfishThere were moments in the Far
    East when he had craved his own death, if only to expunge the guilt he felt at putting her in such
    dangerous—untenable?—positionsThe guilt was still there, always there, but the aging man in
    him recognized another realityThe cancer of the Jackal had to be ripped out of all
    their livesCouldn’t she realize that and leave him alone?
    NoFor she was not flying to Paris to save his life—she had too much confidence in Jason
    Bourne for thatShe was coming to Paris to save his mi
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:02 am
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    She thinks I can make the world on paperI can
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    I see bird, I make birdIt's good, like water
    from a glass
    This is a little girl with a bandage wound around
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    Her doll, Noveen, lies on the floor beside her
    She has a board and on the board is a piece of
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    loblolly pine outside the window
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    On New Year's afternoon, I woke from a brief but
    refreshing nap thinking of a certain kind of shell
    - the orangey kind with white specklesI don't
    know if I dreamed about it or not, but I gucci watches ladies wanted
    oneI was ready to start experimenting with
    paints, and I thought one of those orange shells
    would be just the thing to plop down in the middle
    of a Gulf of Mexico sunset
    I began prospecting southward along the beach,
    accompanied only by my shadow and two or three
    dozen of the tiny birds - Ilse called them peeps -
    that prospect endlessly for food at the edge of
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    wasn't thinking of exercise that afternoon, I
    wasn't monitoring the pain in my hip, and I wasn't
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Jamie started to burn alive under my
    @@@@@Jamie
    started to burn alive under my hands
    “Jamie, Jamie, Jamie…” My voice was cracked and hoarse now, but I couldn't stop“Jamie,
    Jamie, Jamie…”
    The room turned blackI couldn't see Jamie's faceWould he leave in the night? Had I already
    seen his face, his living face, for the last time?
    His name was just a whisper on my lips now, low enough that I could hear Doc's quiet snoring
    I wiped the tepid cloth across his body without ceasingAs the water dried, it cooled him a
    littleI began to believe that he wouldn't die tonightBut I wouldn't be able
    to hold him here foreverHe would slip away from meAnd then I
    would die, tooI would not live without Jamie
    Jamie, Jamie, Jamie…Melanie groaned
    Jared didn't believe ushe lament was both of oursWe thought it at the same timeI didn't hear anything
    Then, suddenly, Doc cried outThe sound was oddly muffled, like he was shouting into a
    pillow
    My eyes couldn't make sense of the shapes in the darkness at firstDoc was jerking strangely
    And he seemed too big–like he had too many armsI leaned over Jamie's inert
    form, to protect him from whatever was happeningI could not flee while he lay helplessMy
    heart pounded against my ribs
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@He quits a year before graduation, out into
    @@@@@He quits a year before graduation, out into the tag end of the depression and a job as an elevator boyHis old man is without work that year, and his mother goes out by day, cleans stucco, Spanish tile, and Colonial houses in Brookline, in NewtonAt night she goes to sleep after supper, and his old man is down at the corner bar, waiting for someone to offer him an argument or a drink
    Roy starts hanging around the Democratic Club in his wardIn the small rooms at the back there are the poker games, crap games, the con talkThe big room at the entrance where the kids come in and mingle with the cigar smoke, the serge suits, the attendants
    And the recruiting talksSteve Macnamara who is getting up in the party:
    Sure, you guys, take a look, just take a lookA man can split a gut tryin' to go it the hard wayWhat's in it for ya? The only thing is politics, politics, that's what gets ya somewheah, you put in a couple of yeaahs, you show 'em you're a right guy, an' you're made, the organization'll take caah of yaI remembeh when I was a punk like you kids, I showed 'em I was a willin' workeh, and now I'm set, you know this ain't a bad waard, it's easy to pull in the vote heah
    Yeah, Gallagher admits, yeah
    Listen, I've had my eye on you, Roy, you're okay, I can see wheah you'd have a future heah, you just got to show the boys you're a willin' workehI know y'are but you got to prove it to themI'll tell ya what, the primary's comin' up in another month, and theah's a lot of leg work got to be done, givin' out the pamphlets, and havin' a couple of boys in the crowd to do a little yellin' when one of our candidates is makin' a speech, we'll tell you when
    Yeah, that's okay
    Sure, listen, theah's money to be made in this, you know you stick with the boys theah's always a lot of jobs, a lot of easy gelt, you'll be a big guy someday, I'll say I knew you when, I can see right off and I'm a student of human nature, you got to be in this racket, that you got the stuff for politics, you know, chaaarm
    I'll be puttin' in my nights here
    That's it, how old are ya now? Close to eighteen, by the time you're twenty you'll be making ten times what you are now
    On the way home, he meets a girl he has talked to once or twice, and he stops to banter with her
    I'm tired of my job, I'm gettin' a better one, he bursts out
    What?
    Something big
    You're mysterious, Roy, cut the kiddin'(He can think of nothing to say Yeah, I'm on my way, I'm going places
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Last June, there were six graduated, all of
    @@@@@Last June, there were six graduated, all of them
    teachers now themselvesTwo of the girls have gone to Walterboro to
    teach, and one actually had a choice of places, either Yemassee or
    Camden
    Another onesuch a sweet girl-wrote to us, I'll show you the letter Oh,
    where is he? What could be taking him so long? If I have to sit still
    much longer, I'll screamThe bronze clock on the mantel chimed and
    Scarlett jumped"I wonder what's keeping Rhett?"
    said his motherHe knows we have supper at seven, and
    he always enjoys a toddy firstHe'll be soaked to the skin, too;
    he'll have to change hisclothesButler put her tatting down on
    the table at her side"I'll just go see if the rain's stopped," she
    saidScarlett leapt to her feet She walked quickly, released, and pulled back an edge of
    the heavy silk curtainOutside a heavy mist was billowing over the
    sea-wall promenadeIt swirled in the street and coiled upward like a
    live thingThe street lamp was a glowing, undefined brightness in the
    moving whiteness surrounding itShe drew back from the eerie
    formlessness and dropped the silk over the sight of it"It's all
    foggy," she said, "but it's not rainingDo you think Rhett's all
    right?" Eleanor Butler smiled"He's been through worse than a little
    wet and fog, Scarlett, you know thatOf course he's all right
    You'll hear him at the door any minute now As if the words had
    caused it, there came the sound of the great front door opening
    Scarlett heard Rhett's laughter and the deep voice of Manigo, the
    butler"You best hand me them wet things, Mist' Rhett, boots, tooI
    got your house shoes right here," Manigo was sayingI'll go up and chan
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ “I’ve called a porter to carry your
    @@@@@
    “I’ve called a porter to carry your luggage, messieursIt’s a rather long walkHe’ll meet you on
    the platform Conklin got to his feet and reached into his pocket, pulling out money
    “Pardon, monsieur,” interrupted the hostess“We are not permitted to accept gratuitiesMy suitcase is behind your counter, isn’t it?”
    “Where your escort left it, sirAlong with the doctor’s, it will be at the platform within
    minutes
    “Thanks again,” said Alex
    “We are well paid, sir, but thank you for the thought
    As they walked to the door that led into the main terminal of Orly Airport, Conklin turned to
    Panov“How did she know you were a doctor?” he asked“You soliciting couch business?”
    “HardlyThe commuting would be a bit strenuous
    “Then how? I never said anything about your being a doctor
    “She knows the security escort who brought me into the loungeIn fact, I think she knows him
    quite wellShe said in that delectable French accent of hers that he was ‘verry attractiefe ”
    Looking up at the signs in the crowded terminal, they started toward the south platform
    What neither of them saw was a distinguished-looking olive-skinned man with wavy black hair
    and large dark eyes walk quickly out of the diplomatic lounge, his steady gaze directed at the two
    AmericansHe crossed to the wall, rushing past the crowds until he was diagonally in front of
    Conklin and Panov near the taxi platformThen, squinting, as if unsure, he removed a small
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    photograph from his pocket and kept glancing at it as he raised his eyes and looked up at the
    departing passengers from the United StatesThe photograph was of DrMorris Panov, dressed in a
    white hospital gown, a glazed, unearthly expression on his face
    The Americans went out on the platform; the dark-haired man did the sa
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:01 am
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    flower growing up beside the wooden post - it was
    a brilliant yellow and black oxeye - and even the
    sketch looked good in reproduction, as if the man
    who'd done it knew his businessOr was getting to
    know it
    The copy here was brief
    If you can't come, I'll more than understand -
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    I was angry, but I wasn't stupidSomebody had cartier watches women to
    take holdApparently Wireman had decided that was
    his jobIt's got to be Ilse who helped
    him with this
    I expected to find another painting over the
    printed matter on the last page, but I didn't
    What I saw there hurt my heart with surprise and
    loveMelinda was ever my hard girl, my project,
    but I had never loved her the less for that, and
    what I felt showed clearly in the black-and-white
    photo, which looked creased across the middle and
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    right to look beat-up, because the Melinda
    standing next to me could have been no older than
    fourThat made this snapshot at least eighteen
    years oldShe was wearing jeans, cowboy boots, a
    Western-style shirt, and a straw hatHad we just
    come back from Pleasant Hill Farms, where she
    sometimes rode a Shetland pony named Sugar? I
    thought soIn any case, we were standing on the
    sidewalk in front of the little starter home we'd
    had in Brooklyn Park, me pasha cartier watch in faded jeans and a
    white tee-shirt with the short sleeves rolled up a
    turn and my hair combed back like a greaserI had
    a can of Grain Belt beer in one hand and a smile
    on my faceLinnie had one hand hooked into the
    pocket of my jeans and a look of love - such love
    - on her upturned face that it made my throat ache
    I smiled the way you do when you're about an inch
    away from bursting into tearsBelow the picture
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    and will meet you at the hotel
    Hope you can come - love you either way, Pony Girl
    -
    Dad
    I closed the letter that was also a brochure that
    was also an invitation and sat staring silently
    down at it for a few momentsI did not entirely
    trust myself to speak
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    222
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